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Sunshine pool and a full tummy!! I'm loving it!! good friends and family and an interview for an internship on Wednesday which might prove to be a lucrative option is this whole lay off situation and not to forget getting started with my own business prospects...what if I could really do it? develop something that I not loved doing but with give me flexibility I didn't really like the past three years in a cube and don't really want to do it for the next thirty.....Things are gonna start changing I can feel it but first more vaca in Tahoe with the family and of course miss allison.....

Horoscope today I like it:

Believe In Yourself
Aries Daily Horoscope
You may experience a feeling of insecurity today regarding your work or personal affairs. Maybe you are questioning whether you’ve made the right move in a certain situation, or you are wondering if the path you are on is the best one for you. If you’re feeling a lack of confidence about these issues today, it may be a consequence of listening to other people’s negative opinions on the topic. Rather than focusing on other people’s projections, you might want to take the time to ask yourself what you think. Perhaps you’re perfectly happy with the choices you’ve made and know that you are on the right track. You might consider trusting your gut feeling today on these matters.

The power of our own convictions can alleviate feelings of insecurity and doubt. We are the only ones who know the whole truth about our feelings and motivations in any given scenario, and it is that knowledge that fuels our convictions. When we allow ourselves to listen to and follow our instincts, we tend to do what is right for us regardless of the opinions of those around us. Ultimately, we are the ones who will reap the benefits or experience the joy that results from making our decisions. It is therefore important to listen to our inner guide when we make choices. Believe in your own convictions today, and you will feel more secure about the direction you are taking in life.

I am sitting here w/ tears running down my face like so many nights over the past 5 mos. I called you to tell you about Aleea appt. to her specialist & you said you have to work. I talked to Aleea for a second. I tried to call at 7:30 to tell her goodnight &�you said you would call when you got in that she was a sleep I asked if she was w/ you &�you said yes. Its 9 & you didn't call. I feel like when you know how strong my love is you take advantage of my feelings. I know you have moved on &�it kills me to know. What do I do from here? I asked god to have you come home or take my feelings for you away! There still here &�you aren't. How is that fair??? I am so sorry I fucked up so much I just need one more chance to show you I can fix this &�make it ok! The sad part is I would even let him keep seeing her just to show him I can do this. I know if you would give me a chance he would want to come home to me &�Aleea. I don’t think I am going to get my chance &�how do I prepare for that?

I� had a good day today, even though I had a bit of a headache.� I am so tired and I�feel like I�haven't sleep for days.� I�had an appointment with my Case Manager and I think that went well, but then I�find out my doctor retired and that bummed me out.� I�didn't sleep well last night at all.� I�am so tired I�could climb into bed and go to sleep right this minute and feel like sleeping for 2 weeks.� I�wish I�had some medicine to help me sleep better.I went to Jewelry club and had fun, even though I�kind of lost interest in making jewelry for a bit.� I�gave a bracelet to my friend because she is going to help me out to pay fior a movie tomorrow when we go with Healthy Living.� I�hope we see a movie that we all like.� It's going to be fun I�think.� I am taking a sack lunch.
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hello beloved

I had a headache pretty much all day. Just haven't felt well at all and so I plan to go to bed between 8 and 9 tonight.

�just got home that was a cool party @ Victoria's house.. it feels soo good to go out! i have not been out in a long time. seen people i use to party with catch up on what's going on w their life.. as I say bye i realized this might be the last time I see them again.. and am a little sad and I will miss my friends.. I am not changing my mind..�

I still 100% would like to move to Ga and be with the only man I love. and hopefully send the rest of my life with him. but cant help the fact that I will be leaving behind all these friends I have and known for years.. the place I called home for a very long time now,�

I�had a very good day today.� I�went out to lunch with my friend and we really enjoyed ourselves.� We had a good long chat.� I�showed her some of my writing and I�think she liked reading them.� I returned some library books at Temple City Library and got dropped off here, so I�can hang out here for an hr and then will take the bus home.� I�am excited because when I�get home, I�can actually watch tv.� Yeah! I�am feeling better today.